Friday, April 18, 2014

Things That Annoy Me/Things That Please Me

I know how she feels in this exact moment. I live in that moment. 

Children who won't play independently.
Mixes without song lists.
Dick picks. Really any inappropriate emails/messages from guys.
Empty wine bottles right there on the counter where full bottles are supposed to be.
Plasma centers that give you less and less money for your liquid life.
This song.

Children who are predictably easy-going in almost all situations.
of Montreal.
Alexandre Dumas.
Spontaneous road trips.
Plasma centers that are open 7am-7pm for my convenience.
This song.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Sick Days

The kids started school a few weeks ago. Yes, in the middle of the second half of the school year. We'd been on the waiting list a while. They've been sick on and off all these weeks. It's the first time they've been exposed to germs. I guess their immune systems aren't what they oughta be. I guess I should've nursed them longer.

We were up most of last night. It was messy and noisy and adorable, as illustrated by these truly terrible photobooth family selfies. (At one point I needed to take a breather and I left Bea with my laptop. She took about 50 selfies! They are so good. I almost want to get her a phone just so she can have her own instagram. But not.)

There are two built-in beds in this room. Bea "slept" in one and Amby was in the other. I started out with Amby. There was a strange moment in the night when I realized that the extremely comfortable warmth was also wet. And it took me a beat or so to decide to get out of it. 

Friday, March 7, 2014

General Update

photo by jonokino

1. My internship turned into a job! Now I am a staff member at HUB-BUB. I'm working part of the time as I'm also in school full time. It's really freaking nice that the folks I work with are some of the very folks I prefer to hang with. Silliness and art and "the power of fun as a catalyst for positive community change."

2. This week is Spring Break! I mean, today is the last day of the week before Spring Break, get it? I have a ton of catching up to do, a paper to write and an exam to study for (for which to study), but I also have a super cool project to be a part of; Ishmael is doing a mural all this week in Spartanburg! If you are local, hit me up and get involved. (See that contact button up there? Yeah.)

3. So this semester totally ends in less than two months. I am so over it already, but having that light at the end of the tunnel is everything. I tend to work myself to the bones and forget to take a moment to breathe/eat here and there. Weight slips off of me like water off a turtle's shell and my hair keeps dreading up. But, hey, less than two months? I got this, y'all.

4. I've started watching House of Cards with Mama. It's a good little reward for me to look forward to after getting stuff done from my mega list. So far, I'm enjoying it a lot. We've watched two episodes.

5. I mentioned weight loss. So, yeah, my friend Russell gave me some unsolicited "doctor's orders" to follow. His personal tips and tricks for gaining weight. He would know, I suppose. He says to eat a lot of comfort food, late at night whenever possible. Macaroni and cheese, fried chicken, etc. Y'all, I'm in. Bring it.

Friday, February 14, 2014

One of My (many) Favorites


I Was Mean to You Today

Things were difficult
and I was impatient.
You were trying to explain
why I must reorganize the files
on my computer, why
they all have to have project numbers,
why I can't put them
where they've always been,
what the tax consultant said,
what you need for your report
to the Board of Directors,
and it boiled down to my files
have to be re-filed, and they
have to have titles with no more
than twelve letters to leave room
for project numbers,
and I said, Well, dammit.
And you said, Don't talk like that.

You sounded pained
and I was mean to you.
I was bored and tired
and mad, and you were
trying hard. Later,
I went out in the rain.
I went to the mall
and bought us both really
expensive pillows. Down
pillows with 100 per cent
cotton covers, 400 thread count.
I have lusted after them for years,
ever since Mama told me
that she asked Grandma,
who was 86 and dying,
"If you could have anything
in the world, what would it be?"
and Grandma answered,
"A down pillow" and Mama
didn't have enough money.
I bought two down pillows for us all,
to say I'm, sorry.

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Spending the Night

Our house doesn't do well in this winter storm weather. So I am spending tonight in a drafty old plantation house which is legitimately haunted. It's where I grew up. Irene.

I get the nursery. 

It's sweet, right? Except it's inexplicably the coldest room in the house. And the attic door is in here with me. It won't shut all the way. 

Beatrice sleeps in here. She says the ghosts don't like her, but they are nice to her anyway. Their faces are half happy and half sad. Their eyes are sad. They talk to each other, but not to her. I've heard them.

I shall conduct a proper blackout.

Monday, February 3, 2014


There was a tattoo design competition at school tonight. This is what I drew. I would definitely make some further edits given more time, but I like it. Because, well, I love drawing hands and I love hatching.

Last night when I finally got done with all my school stuff, I emailed a pal and asked for a challenge. That's where the text in the design came from. I thought about it a while and decided to have hands attempting a connection. I like the idea.

There were so many great submissions to the competition! Can't wait to see the outcome!